ricky johnson Dispute

Ms. Martino was my tenant for approximately one year and in that time she had disturbed the house, refused to pay rent and was ordered by the county to vacate the premises with in 10 days of the court proceedings. She left here after a restraining order was set upon her and she also owed back rent and damages to the apartment . Which is still owed and totals over ten thousand dollars. She is also under psychiatric care and heavily medicated. She tends to save up medication and take it all at once triggering a psychotic episode. The police were called many times to my property for Ms. Martino causing a disturbance and she had to be taken from the property by the police department. When the restraining order was issued by the Bergen County Courts she cam to court but caused a commotion and the courts found her in contempt . She was fined , ordered to take drug tests and to have a psychiatric evaluation too. Also DYFUS was called in to her new home to check up on her children and to make sure she was supplying adequate care. DYFUS also visited my property several times as there was a concern for her children's care in NJ too. Ms Martino tends to forget the real reasons why she was removed from the apartment and all the arrivals of the police department . Also the police were lied to on several occasions. The police encouraged me to file the restraining orders. Her outbursts had resulted in violence and her just coming into my home any time she pleased often ending with violence and a call to the police. I considered our dealings over and done with but if she persists in her fantasy of being wronged I will be forced to go back to the courts and press charges for her breaking the restraining order on numerous occasions and for insisting that I owe her something when in fact she owes me over ten thousand dollars in rent, damages (paint, carpet, clean up, etc.) I put this all behind me and hoped that she would have gotten the help she needed. But obviously that is not the case. So the nightmare continues. Seeing her in court is inevitable! Watch what you post on the net............ What she has stated is mostly fantasy and also ask about her medication and doctors. She has tried to commit suicide in the past..............I found all this out after I had already brought her in as a tenant. When she did not show up to her court dated and the judges ruled in my favor I considered the case and nightmare over. Now upon the anniversary of her removal from my property she is stirring it all up again.

Rick......I know you used me....and verbal abused me.....and wanted only to hurt and harm me....You don't ever have to be kind or civil to me....I know u are incapable of treating me with respect...All I want is my money returned.....Im out of your house and your life....its time to pay me back....You can keep all the memories....of how you treated me....and how you made me suffer......All I want is whats due to me...

you can ignore me all you want.....but you will not ignore the fact that you owe me ten thousand dollars.....

I know you never loved me.....even though you said you did....you used me to pay your bills.....you have done to me the most harm anyone has ever done to me....and you did it deliberately....enjoy the memories...but you will not steal my money...I will do whatever I can to get my money returned.... I loved you unconditionally.....but your verbal abuse was so damaging to me....I lost myself for such a long time....I now found myself...and know I do not love you anymore.....I wish you no harm....I only want my money returned..You can ignore me....that's your choice...but I will take you to court if necessary....

u never wanted me or my kids in your house....you did such horror to me to get me out,,,,i would of never moved into your house....if you would of told me the truth about your feelings...instead you played with my life.....give me back my money so I can move on...and never have to communicate with you again...

your living the life you wanted,,,,,,i hope you enjoy the memories of being such a man by throwing me and my kids out of your house....I don't know what happened to you.....I guess I never knew you at all..

you were so kind to me ..... ill never forget......and now you want to steal from me,,,,,,you are so cruel to me.,,,and you will never stop....or realize what you have done to me and u how you continue to try to get over on me, .I know that ,,,,that's why I need to take you to court to get back my money,..because you will always blame me for everything....and find no fault of your own.....I waited a year and still you cant even talk about what happened,,,,well you;ll have to in court,,,,ill get to hear your lies then.....nothing I ever did,,,Did I deserve to be treated like garbage,,,,,my entire stay in your house you made sure that I was hurt or harmed by you.....goodbye,,,,Enjoy your life,,,.,i just want my money....

u will have to respect me in court....u wont be able to shut the door in my face.....I never meant anything to you....my money was the only thing you wanted,,,,,ill never forget how you chose to treat me.....and the life you thought was good enough for me...

i will never allow you to hurt or harm me again.....even though you want to steal my money...,one last win for you ....while I cry myself with the knowledge of everything.....no that's not going to happen,,,,i wont allow you to get over on me....you start making payments to me,,,,or ill be taking you to court,,,i wont walk away from my money.....you will not profit off of me,,,,anymore,,,

You show me the lease of being your tenant. I don't owe you rent money....I had given you eight thousand dollars for the 7 months of torchure in your house.,,,I have no fantasies,,,,,you plain lied to me,,,,and used me as your way to pay your bills,,,,If you didn't like the way I behaved too bad,,,,Because I behaved That way because you were evil, cruel, spiteful , hurtful and harmful,,,,,And you never ever stopped....You put my children through hell along with me,,,,you want me to pay you for throwing me out.,.,.like trash...your in the fantasy world.,,.,,I will put you and your judgemental , controlling ways behind me...when I get my money returned with interest and court fees along with all money I laid out to get my money returned....Enjoy your life without my money.....Its the only thing you eve cared about....

u have no idea what you just wrote.,.all judgemental ....none of it is true...none of it is documented....because none of it happened,,,you really need to returned my money...before you are exposed for the evil monster you really are,,,,in court....you'll lie,,,,judge me,,.,and the judge will see what ive seen......empty individually...that needs to grow up....and take responsible...who needs to grow up ...if he ever wants to become a man..because you are so far from ever achieving it,,thanks for the admission of the loan...see you soon....don't forget to bring your blacken heart,,,

maybe you wrote it when you were drunk.....because its all your version of the evil you did to me.,,,no one should ever be treated the way you treated me...too bad you didn't like the way I acted....too bad you couldn't have me arrested or locked up in a mental hospital....because all the uniforms you called on me,,,,,i was never arrested...so you used the story I was your tenant...to have me evicted,,i have all my documents at hand to back up the true story ....the story of my hell you put me through....because you never wanted me in your house to begin with....but told me lies...you told me we were going to live as a family,,...lies...this is what your lies did.you will not profit off of me,,,regardless what you think of me.... it will not stand up in court....

my eviction papers from you states that I have to move immediately in leu of all money you claim i owed for rent,,,,you wanted me out ...I left....I owe you nothing...you will look like the greedy evil bastard u truly are,...im not crazy ....you abused...used and stole from me.....of course you moved on.....you had your pockets filled with my money and the bank you stole off of my daughter and mky tool the disappeared from your house...you see im not crazy.....you fucked with my life.....

you called the police for my spilling coffee,,,,you were such a fucking controlling bastard...and that's the truth...I have proof of it....

you have no proof ...because all you say are lies....grow up..and maybe someday in the far future youll become a man.....you wouldn't know the truth because you were so focused on torchuring me.....I have proof of my story...you have nothing but yur judgements of me.....and none of it is true...you want to be exposed....ill do just that,

you forever stay away from me and my family..,.i know who you are and what your capable of....

its was all about you....and what you could get from me....

I don't love you or want any future with you.....I loaned you that money to help you out with your promise to repay me.....all you ever said to me were lies....

im so done explaining to u.....I know u are too close minded to listen.

I was never a tenant of yours,,,,we were in a relationship....I lived up stairs with my kids,,,because of the way you treated me,,,,You think by saying I was your tenant justifies me owing you rent,The truth is its your way of getting more money out of me,...It didn't work while I was in your house,,,,and it will not work when I take you to court.....Grow up and get a grip on life,,,

you wanted to live off of me,,,,so in your mind you made me your tenant,,,, That's all I meant to you...,That's the truth.....u used me.....now pay me back

you lied to me and lead me to believe that we were going to be a family....I found out the very first night the life you wanted for me,....I gave you 8000,00 for the 7 months I was in your house,,,,i never lived off of you....that money was more then enough to pay my expenses,,,,,you are just greedy.....and will do anything to get what you want,,,,,see you in court....I cant wait to put your nightnmare behind me,,,

Return my money and all what you did to me will be buried...otherwise ill tell my story,,,,The truth...with all my records for evidence....

continue with your threats on me all you want...,its who you are,,,,,its how you think you can control someone....it will not work....since you broke the restraining order yourself.....I broke it only to get my money returned,..,,,your the crazy one who drinks himself to a point where you don't know whats real or a lie you told....you are so filled with lies,,,,,,you threw me out of your house because you wanted to live off of me,,,,,thats the truth....because I paid for my stay at your house,,,,your in need of help with your temper and behavior,,,,,its toxic

i give you till this Friday to get me my money returned,,,, the total amount i loaned you.....otherwise youll be responsible for interest and my attorney fees along with the cost i had to pay to get all appropiate papers filed,,,,you just don't stop....wanting me harmed....

how dare you judge me of how I handled your fucking abuse....too bad I disrupted you,,,,,too fucking bad....I wanht my money returned...so I never ever have to contact you again....

let me tell you for the hundredth time already,,,,,,if u would of been the least bit kind to me,,,there would of been no reason for me to disturb u or the house...I asked...I pleaded,,,,i was willing to negotiate,,,,,but you continued with your name calling and put downs,,,,it was hurtful and harmful...I wanted to leave but had no where togto,,,,it was the most trying time in my life,,,and now you want to steal my money,,,,,i don't know what I ever did to you,,,,that you had to treat me so cruelly,,,,,just pay me back my money,,,,im so tired of reliving it....my clousure will happen whatever the outcome in court,,

the life you wanted me to live,,,,was a life of such horror,,,,,all you ever cared about was yourself,,,,,and how much money you could get from me,,,too bad I disrupted your house I was faced with such truths about you,,,,and was forced to live a life that was so damaging to me,,,,ill never the horror you created for me,,im out of your house,,,i only want my money

I never knew we weren't in a relationship...I was only viewed by you as a tenant.....Someone you gives you money...,That's all I was...Sorry I was ever in your house,,,

You evicted your tenant......you threw her out...like she was garbage,,,,Pay me my money...I want to never hear you put me down again...that's all you have done to me.,,,,Sorry I disturbed you when I cried to loud....

return my money and no one will know how you only used and abused me,,,or that you stole my things ....

Pay me my money back by Friday and you can continue telling your family friends and neighbors your lies and judgements about me...That I was destructive and needed to go,,,,you did nothing to me,,,,,I was crazy,,,,You can use that story forever....just pay me my money,,,,and it will be over,,,,otherwise its gonna cost you more and your character will be known,,,If that's what you want,,,,ok,,,,because Im not backing down,,,,I want my money returned to me,,,,and I am ready for your last judgement remarks about me .....because that's all you have done,,you hated me , harmed me, hurt me rob from me....in your mind I was just another tenant,,,I have the evictioin papers and you wanted me out in lew of any money you said I owed....Its over Rick,,,,pay me my money,,,,,If I was your tenant ,,,you had a month to claim for any damages,,,,you will be exposed for your actions towards me...I owe you nothing,,,,You got all you wanted and could get from me,,,,and then threw me out,,,,you can have those happy memories for yourself,,,,because your not getting any more from me,,,,,

you rick did such harm to me,,,it start even befoe I was living in your house,,,it happen when one night I came to your house and brought some items,,,,you started calling me names,,,we argued and I left....,the cops stopped by your house and you told them where to find me,,,,,u wanted me harmed,,,because I would of told them it was a personal argument and everything was fine.,,, just admit to yourself that you treated me like dirt because you didn't love me and never wanted me there,,,,Thats why you threw me out...

I was never crazy as you think....I was so scared and hurt by the way you even looked at me....I only want my money returned,,,,You can make monthly payments if needed...I don't want to see you either...The hate in your eyes makes me want to run....far away,

you hated me so much,,,,it was so easy for you to call the police,,,,i only wanted you to stop putting me down...you never did stop....and when I got mad that you wouldn't stop....you say im crazy.,,,,i lost myself with your verbal abuse....it was continues and ended when you only completely ignored me.,,,this is how you treated me.,,and it continues....I only need my money....you can tell any story you want about me. and you can smile knowing you destroyed me,,,and giot exactly what you wanted....

you never believed anything I said...or even cared that I was so unhappy...

you have the life you want..I hope you learned and now will never do this to anyone else..

you choose not to be civil to me,,you brought the police in...because you wanted me to leave because I didn't agree with you...or accepted your abuse....You did this...to me....why,.,,I ask....I was just your tenant you say.....nothing else,,,,,your lies brought me into your house and your lies got me thrown out of your house,....You did this by yourself,,,,,I suffered through it all..

if you continue to believe I owe you and the ten thousand dollars I loaned you is a wash..,.,you leave me no choice,,,,i want my closure and it will start after court...im glad you were able to move on..,i knew you did,,,because I never mattered..thats why it was so easy for you to do what you did.,,and have absolutely no remorse.,,

because you hate me,,,,and want me hurt and harmed....doesn't mean I owe you money....

you still cant find a way to be civil with me,,,,thats ok....because I don't want to talk to someone who shows no respect.,,ill see you in court..i found a lawyer....who you'll be paying for,,,im sorry it came down to this,,..,but I only loaned you that money....because you promised to pay me back,,you lied the entire time we were together,,,,i know that now,,,,,i wish I knew it before I moved into your house,,,,

I was never crazy..i was never illusionnal ....I couldnt handle my pain,,,i did the best I could,,,sorry if I annoyed you with it,,,,ill never forget the life you wanted me to live.....

you couldn't show me any respect....if you had...you would of stopped putting me down....you did all this.,,,,just pay me back my money....and we can go our separate ways....I want my past to never haunt me for not getting back whats mine.

still nothing to say..,other then the money is yours....and im crazy....this is what ive delt with....its not right and so disrespectul.....this is why I have to go to the lengh of taking rick to court....he thinks because he feels a certain way,,,then everyone else is wrong if you don't agree with him. he thinks I deserved to be treated in an unkind way.,,,his excuss is because im razy.....And he is never wrong,,,and will hurt and harm you if you stand up for yourself....I know I lived through it....but hes not gonna ignore the fact that he owe me ten thousand

you know rick...its quite obvious that you used me,,,to pay your bills...you abused me so I would leave.....now you want to reign on a promise.....I know this is the truth...because I lived it,,,,you really want the world to know what kind of person you are,,,,because I will get the transcripts.,,, it is public knowledge...,

you can hate me,,,,,all you want,,,.but you will not rob from me....because you want more money from me for the time I was in your hell house,.,,

you got it,you always get it your way......,

why you refuse to be civil with me,,,i will never understand,,,,u couldn't tell me how you felt so you resorted with such disrespect....you didn't iove me or cared about me....I know that now,,,,i derserved the truth...but you could of been kinder telling me,,,,,i was brought into your house where my whole world was torn up side down,,,and you enjoyed watching me fall...,,im sorry I was in your house,,,i wish I never was..i wish I moved to fort Edward,,,,,

I tried to get through to you....you made it impossible,,,,,im soryy you couldnt find another way to handle everything...it is what you made of it,,,and I accept that,,,,,but my money is in the wrong hands,,,,,thats all I want from you,,,,,nothing more,,,

this is in addition to the money I loaned you.....im out a lot of money....you suffered no damage....I paid my expenses in your house,,,i wasn't going to pay all your bills....

you will also be sued over wrongful eviction.....You evicted me on the basis of non payment of rent....meanwhile you had 10000.00 of my money.....Its not over.....till I go to court...You brought such horror into my life,,,,and your reason for what you did was always Im crazy and illussional,,,,,Well the courts will find out whos telling the truth and whos the liar!!!

you couldn't be nice to me,,,,,because I meant nothing to you,,,just someone to live off of....You played with my emotions...You played with my life and the life of my kids....Pay me back and Ill forever disappear....because this time Im so ready put this all behind me.,

what u did to me.....was so harmful and hurtful.....maybe even criminal....my attorney will be getting in touch with you...because youll never get away with what you did and what you stole....

you can ignore me...hate me.,,,want me hurt and harmed,,,,but you are not getting away from robbing me...

u and u alone did all this...to me...Im healed from most of it....your only mad because you didn't get away with it. too bad for you...my empathy for you is the same as the empathy you showed me.,.what you did to me was so wrong,,,,,youll find out in court,,when you are looked at like the demon you are,,,

You never loved me...u never even liked me.,,you used me,,,that gave you no right to treat me with such disrespect.....you showed me who you really are,,,,its was so scarry....

I will inform my attorney how you lied to the courts to get me evicted,,,,,you did me so wrong.....Pay me back and ill disappear forever....

of course youll never have anything to say to me,,,,,,because you will never admit what you did,,,,,its easier for you to blame me...blame that I was illussional....its your only defense,,,,,i have witnesses....to how u treated me,,,,,remember youll be under oath...so only the truth....your neighbor would of taken me in...because they knew how abusive you were....grow up and be a man....and face up to what you did,,,its your only ticket to heaven...

You were so kind to me...the very first week you called the cops on me twice because I got mad because you wouldn't stop calling me names...that's how solve any disagreements.....my daughters bank was stolen...you claimed I hid it to get attention (u judeged me constantly) you refused to produce a letter to your home owners insurance,...because you thought I over estimated my lost.....when my tools came up missing from your house you never put in a police report or made any claim to your homeowners.,and I was too wore down by you already to fight anymore....You treated me like garbage....I went through some very difficult times in your house....you were never nice to me....all you did and said were abusive,,,,I want my money returned...

this is the place to make your case....you say I owe you ...tell me for what?
if your not compliant ...you wont look so good in court.....your ignorance to ny money will be proven...

you called me names in front of my kids,,and when my son stuck up for me....you said I was turning Erick into a bad kid....just like me....u have the life you wanted...I want only my money returned....I don't ever want to see you again...so pay me back my money...so this can end,

I know ill never get through to you,,,,you simply never cared....how I felt...I was just your tenant who deserved no respect......or kindness,.,...you showed me the life you wanted for me....it wasn't the life I wanted...but had no where else to go.....Rick ....you wont win in court,,.its gonna cost you more once I secure an attorney...if this is truly how you want to handle it.....you leave me no choice,.im not backing out of this....I want back what im out.....the period when I was in your house...I was the only one with damage....you got more then 1/2 of your house expenses paid by me.,...I owe u nothing.,

you may not like how I acted....I had to keep my kids and myself safe from someone who wanted to and bring harm to us,,,,you call the cops because you wanted me institutionalized the very first night,,,,thats how you treated me....so don't you ever think you did nothing to me...for me to behave the way I did.....I suffered,,,,,because of your lies......you never wanted me in your house,,,and treated me with such cruelty to get me out,l,,,,you and u alone did this,,,,,i only asked of you to be kind to me,,,,and you never were.....don't blame me for how you treated me......I pleaded with you to stop...remember....you never did....you never wanted to,,,,,i suffered,,,,im done with you..,,so im now getting my money returned..,,u can continue living the life u wanted...im so out of your life...u don't have to worry about me.,,,ever interfering with your life again...

I was never illusional because every time you called the police on me...I was never taken out of your house...into a institution.....and every time you called the police stating I was destroying your house....the police came up stairs and seen nothing destroyed.,.i was never arrested....as you claim....as you wanted me to..I screamed and yelled because I couldn't stand being in your house...im out and have been for along time,,,your only excuse to what you did was that I was crazy......u tried to have me put away....so many times.....and I never was...you are just a user and abuser and a theif....the courts will find you the same way..,

i don't care and the courts wont care what you think of me....u had no right to what you did to me.....no right at all....

....I hated being in your house....because you wanted me to live a life if disrespect....I wanted to leave the first night when you wouldn't stop calling me names.....You choose to treat me that way,,,,I owe you nothing....You owe me about 20,000.00 total for All Im Out....Maybe more after I secure my attorney,,,Im not stirring things up....Im squaring things off,,,,and getting back what you stole,,,,You did that to me,,..,there was no illussions ...it was all your cruelty to me..,

Ill get my closure,,,,because I deserve to..I deserve to re coop my loses...Your the one who stirred things.....when you thought I was only good enough to pay your bills,,,,Thats what you showed me,,,

ill have my proof that I wasn't illussional....from a professional....you should bring your doctors license when you go to court,,,,im so prepared for all your lies

e your message here

You are a narcissist who never cared about anyone but yourself.,....

You will not get away with it,,,,,,I have all the proof...You can try to lie your way out of paying me back..,...because you are s narcissist....and only see things your way.....

if you couldn't be kind to me and my kids,,,,you should of never allowed me in your house,,,,,i owe you nothing,,,,,

because you are a narcissist....you never cared that you were hurting me,,you never stopped,,,,,,your the one who needs help.....I pleaded for you to stop......calling me names because it was hurtful....you never did..,,,you did all yourself....I reacted to you and your behavior,.,,,,give me back my money..,,,,you will be found out about,,,,because I know I did nothing to you or your house,,,,, I had to live in fear in your house,,,because you were out to destroy me,,,,,take responsibility to what you did,,,,and maybe one day youll grow up and become a man.,all I want is whats mine..,,i am never going to back out.,,,,but im waiting for an attorney to contact me......I have six years to re-coop my money,,,but want closure asap....enjoy what you did to me and my kids,,,,because you wont profit off of me again. instead maybe yu cud be greatful for the time I was in your house....I cleaned things that weren't cleaned in years..All the Windows...Cabinets...Walls....I fixed all outside drafts..,and you got paid for more then half the expenses of running of your house,,,,you will always find wrong with me,,,, and that's fine....,but don't you turn around and say I owe you...for anything.......because I did the best I could....with you hurting me everyday,,,It was so hard being there,,,,with you wanting to hurt and harm me,,,,but I had no where to go,,,,Get the help you need.....The only thing I asked from the first night was for you to be kind,,,,you never were....You did this to me,,,,and never cared "NARCISSIST" maybe Ron can help you,,I know I tried but you refused everything I asked or needed....I give up .....I did nothing....I was a sitting duck...,.who you shot down ....without hesitation...or remorse...

i know I couldn't do anything to stop you,,,,,,i tried,,,and tried.....that's what I did wrong......you couldn't and cant be stopped...that's ok rick,,,,i just want my money returned so I can move on with my life,.,,,,,you can continue moving on your way,,,i want nothing to do with you....ever...

I finally realize what I should do....the only thing you left me to do,to get my money returned,,,,,you don't ever have to be civilized to me,,,,I was wrong to think you ever could.....Im done being harmed by you..i want my money.....and then ill have no reason to ever contact you again...then ill loose your number and email address...I promise...

I know you couldn't control yourself....you get the help u need....before you do this to anyone else.....I seen the hate and disgust on your face...,it was so scary....don can help u.....but you have to admit that you lost it,,,,maybe god will see you though....

im sorry you couldn't see or feel my hurt.,..,.,,maybe just maybe you would of stopped...

It makes sense now,,,,but it still doesn't change how I feel.....I need my closure......so I can move on.....Ill see you in court.....Im sorry it took this long for me to understand you.....but I now get it....

when you can take responsibility for how you treated me....you will never know why I acted the way I did. U need help with your thoughts because you really think I had illusions....I know I only asked you to stop....You Rick Never Did,,,You Continued Putting Me Down,,,,,You Verbally Abused Me,,,,You have to ask yourself why you never stopped,,,,,because I will never know,,maybe you wont either.....That's What The Problem Will Always Be....Im blamed for everything....everything you do.....Im better without you in my life....I know I will never be happy with someone who doesn't care about my feelings....You did that yourself....You ask yourself why.....The very first night....Why????All I did was state that I refused to be talked to in that matter....because you couldn't stop.....I yelled and got upset...and you called the cops ,,,,why????because you thought I should tolerate that behavior....You did that to me,,,,,,You never cared....I was only good enough to pay your bills....Because When I wasn't giving you allk the money You wanted You threw me Out.,.,You did That To me,,,,,Ill get my nmoney returned,,,.You cant be civil to me WHY!!!!!BECAUSE YOU CANT EXCEPT FAULT... I CAN....BUT THIS IS NOT MY APPOLOGY....THIS IS NOT MY FAULT....WHY....because I did nothing to u!!!!

all I ever asked you for was to be kind.....u nevier were,,,,your a narcissus...you hid it from me.....and you couldn't control it when I was in your house,,,,thats the truth....and of course just like you....youll lie and make up stories to blame me.....you did this.....get control over yourself,,,and stop using people for your benefit..go see ron and explain to him,....how you have no remorse or emphaty for how you treated me....for throwing me out,,,,for taking my money,,,,you tell him,,,,hell tell you who you are,,,,,i figured it out,,,,,,,i want only what is mine,,,you can continue moving on.,,,,.because I want nothing to do with you.,.i will get let you hurt or harm me again....

you choose to be right over everything that I thought we were,,,i was an idiot to believe anything you ever said...I know now that you never loved me......if you treated me the same way you did when you asked to borrow the money.....I wouldn't have loaned it to you.,.now when its time for me to et paid back.....u claim I owe you.....and ignore me.,,.you disrespected me.....for the very last time....I know....and have known....I deserved better.....too bad you couldn't see that..

my entire stay in your house,,,,you never talked to me....you talked at me....it continues today.....u changed the very first night in your house,,,,,,im sorry I couldn't be happy...not living with such disrespect....I had no where else to go...and I knew you never wanted me there......it was a time in my life I wish I could forget.....u got what you wanted..,you fought me off for trying to change things around.....I got crushed everyday,,,,youll never understand...because it was only about you...,.you threw me out like garbage,,,,ill never know where the love you once shared with me....went.....it disappeared the day I entered your house,,,,and will never return.....good luck in your future.....im moving on I have brighter days ahead..you wont bring me to the ground again....I will never allow you.....im better when I me,...and not someone you want to control......and ridicule....you are happier now....and im glad for you..that you got what u wanted....

you probably blocked me here,,..do you know why I say that....because you never wanted to here what I said,...
To you.....I was just a tenant.....and should never be respected or talked to...I was just good enough to pay your bills......I hope by next week.....I will find an attorney....so I can move on.....I wont ever walk away from my money.....even though you think I should.,,.,,I have choices to....and Ill do as I feel fit....Not to harm you....but to get back what was always mine.....I give up on you....not my money...One last time Ill listen to your hurtful lies in court....How I did you wrong....and you had to pay 1/2 of your bills while I was in your house.....While I disturb your home for no good reason....because I am crazy and had illusions.....of being verbally and emotional abused..... Ill listen to you one last time,,,,and Ill never have to hear you again.....put me down and judge me....Because u don't know one truthful thing that happened in your house,,because you were so out of control....and only wanted me hurt and harmed,,,,your tale is a story that you made up so you wouldn't feel bad about what you did to me.....In your world you did nothing wrong.....That's a very scarry world .....

you will never understand my behavior.....until.....you take responsiblity of your own....continue believing Im crazy and you did nothing wrong,,,,because that's what makes you think your actions were justified...by hurting and harming me....too bad you never bothered to listen to me,,,,i know I tried,,,,i begged....but you never stopped.,,,,,you must of really enjoyed what you were doing to me.,,,you made me suffer,,,,,every single day,in your home....because you never wanted me there.....I was only good enough to pay all your bills..thats what you did to me...keep those memories....because youll never get the chance to hurt me again....ill be looking again today for an attorney....because I need some one to protect me from all the harm you want for me.,,,,im so sorry I was ever in your house,,,

You showed me how you wanted me to live...I mever realized hiw much you hated me until the first night in your house,,,,,,u wanted me locked up.....I never hurted so much....and all you did was ignore me.........

u are so angry with me for what......i will never know.....your problem is you are in such denial....of how you talked to me and the way you treated me......I told you I didn't like it...,but you continued,,,,,you did that to me.....I don't know how u expected me to act.....I was crushed because you wouldn't stop being cruel.....I did all I could to protect myself and kids...I never seen you so angry....and vicious....how did you expect me to behave with handling such abuse....

u knew what you were doing to me.......you couldn't show me any respect...or kindness.....what did you ever expect me to do...you got what you aimed for,,,,i only tried to stop you....but I couldn't.....so out you threw me like garbage...you continue to disrespect me even up till today......you cant be civil to me.....and that is not my fault......you get some control over your evil doings.....and stop blaming others for what you create. you and only you changed....I only wanted you to stop......you never did.....,

how could I have felt safe in your home...you called the police the very first night I was there and wanted me arrested or put away in an institute....I did nothing wrong but I demanded respect that night and I told you to stop calling me names.....because you wouldn't stop...I got hurt and mad and yelled....you then called...you did that to me.i never felt welcomed in your house...you told me the fist week that you never wanted me there,,,,,,what did you ever expect me to feel or deal with such things....what did you want from me....I ask myself this....I only can come up with that I was only aloud in your house to pay all your bills.....how hurtful....I did nothing but was faced with such a difficult time in my life...where I needed a roof for my kids and was miserable to be living in your house where I was not welcomed.....im sorry I was there,...it was a nightmare that I want to forget.....no one cared.....and I only reached out to my family for help when I couldn't get out in time before you evicted me,,i was so scared of you and what you were capable of....im truly sorry that you hated me so much that you thought that life was good enough for me,,i wont write here anymore....I know ill never get the respect I deserve from you.....

interest will continue to accumulate at 18% on the $18000,00 .... ten thousand of the loan 5000.00 on the bank you had taken and 3000.00 on the tools that were missing when I left....I have 5 years to re coop my money from you,,..i guarantee you that you will not get away with stealing from me....I know what I did.....and why I did them.....you are in denial of your actions,,,,and are unapproachable....and disrespectful...and its best I leave my horror with the creator .... this wont end my quest of getting back from you all you have stolen......from me......

yeah youll have to see me one last time....only because you stole from me,,,,,i suffer illussions.....I wish I did....because eventually I would wake up...that facts of your verbal abuse will be heard in court...and that's theonly reason why I hated it in your house,,,,you made me feel like garbage.....,im much better then you think I deserve....ive had my fill of your narcissism.

ive tried to discuss things with you before you threw me out....all I ever heard from you is that im crazy and have illussions......there was no talking...because you refused to stop putting me down ,,,calling me names.....that's exactly what happened.....i pleaded for you to stop...you never did.. after dealing with your verbal abuse and unkind behavior....I had an emotional breakdown.....don't you blame me for requiring respect.....you never showed any to me or my kids......you put me down in front of my kids...you treated me like shit.....and you expected me to resoect you....your the sick one.....I had to protect my kids and myself from you destroying us....,that's the facts...your the one who has illussions....I hope you get treatment for it...,,because your toxic behavior is scarry and harmful.Get you facts straight...your behavior was uncontrollable....a normal person would of stopped putting me down.....you never did,......WHY? You have to ask yourself that.....And that's exactly what happened....my kids will testify against you...since you verbally abused them too.....Not one kind word.....don't you ever blame me for your disrespect, you were uncontrollable....get a grip on yourself...your not the innocent one....

It only took one night for me to realize why you allowed me in your house.....my tortcure continued until I moved out.....Its over for along time....infact there wasn't nothing ever between us....I was your tenant....Ive moved on to a better life.,I want my money to be in my pockets,,,not yours...

I was a sitting duck......its your turn...

i didn't ask much of you......kindness.....you couldn't even give me that....I knew you had a mean streak....but nothing prepared me for your horror..thats the facts that lead up to me being thrown out,,,,,the past is over.....Im looking forward to my future,,,,,that will include my money....you forfeited on everything!!! and you want me to hold my end up,...your ridiculous......totally in need of help....

you can convince your family and friends im crazy......and to ignore me because I suffer from illusions ....I realized how you can influence people to bas disrespectful as you....I wont be.....because I am better...and im not afraid of you anymore or the truth......you can hide yourself.....I would too...if I were you ...because you have a lot to be ashamed of......Im done with the disrespect from you and all who I reached out for help.....and was ignored....Because you are such a good liar....you fooled me too...,until I was homeless and depended on a safe and loving place to live,,,,,,you made my life a living hell.....,.I was never welcomed......you should of broke off with me b4 I was moved,,,,no,,,you waited till all my things were in your house,,,and I had no where else to go.......All you do is spread your evil....Im glad I realized it....And I know why...you treated me so unkindly.... Its God that helped me out of your house....while you watched me suffer....You cant fool me.....or my children....we witnessed your evil rage ....

m so glad im not attached to you,,,,,i want MY money returned.,,....and you can live your life free of me....

I know why I cried...got mad....got angry.....yelled...scream....depressed....and acted scared......You have to ask yourself why you never stopped putting me down.....and calling me names.....because that's all it took for me to have felt at least welcomed......in your house,,,,,I can only assume that you wanted me out..,You certainly got me out.....now return what you stole,...and it will be totally done.....You really want to play this out in court..,,,,because Im ready...for all your lies and judgements on me..,,Thats all you have done to me.,,,and Ive had it with it....Im done with you,,,return my money.

Im tired of explaining to you my actions,,,,you can believe whatever you want,.,,,that Im crazy.,,I havw illusions,,,,,that I destroyed your house....thaty I was disrespectful to you,....I diont care......You still owe me money...your hate towards me will not award you my money....your so angry with me..you cant even think straight.....and im dne with al yur thinking....I don't care not a bit.....I want no attachment to you ever to haunt....I want my money returned now,.....all of it and interest.....Im not a bank.....I was kind enough to loan it to you interest free..,,but since you wont return it The money will collect 18% interest from the time you threw me out until the day I get the judgement, have a nice life....You got everything you planned for,,,,,We will never agree what transpired...Im done trying to understand your actions.....I understand your thoughts of the ultimate end.... Im totally done with the evil that surrounds you..,.I found happiness...and only want my money.

I understand your thoughts of our ultimate end,,,,now u still want to steal more from me,,,,,and I will not have that happen....I appreciate you not talking to me,,,,,because all you do when you were talking to me....was put me down.....youll be advised by my attorney his actions upon you,,,,im done with your evil ways on me....it was you that was out of control......and you don't or wont admit to it...or will u ever stop....that's what happened,,,, you know it I know it and my kids know it,,,,,,,

you better find an attorney to find your legal rights,,,otherwise youll be viewed as a fool......to all,,,, including the judge......because you had no right to steal all you did,,,,you broke my civil right,,,and will be punished,,,,watch me......

unless my daughter bank and my tools magically reappears......then you can return them and the money I loaned you,,,,i will never walk away from my money while itsin your pocket....never....I have civil rights and will be heard.....

you probably stole from your exs and got away with it..,.but not with me...never...because I know the truths that lead up to you taking from me....greed....desparate...intittlement,.....you will never get away with it....I hate you more then I ever thought possible...I wish u no harm....unlike you..I only want my money.

get you facts straight....because as much as you wanted me arrested or put away....and amply times you called the cops on me....I was never arrested.....you're gonna look like a fool.!!!!because you have no rights to keep what you intend to.....you better start remembering all the facts....because your lies will be ripped apart by my attorney....im so done with who u really are...you cant fool me anymore..,.you are so ugly inside.....its so scarry...

I never loved you.....I loved someone you portrayed to me....before I moved into your house...I never loved you...or could,

my two kids and I had illissions...and you treated us so kindly...U are evil...and my my family will make sure they are heard in court as well....how frighten they were of you....you evil monster...you put me down and called me names in front if my kids and when they stuck up for me....you put them down too.,....and called them names...you need to get in touch with what you did and out from your illussions..,the only liar is you......

i had to protect my kids and myself from you....i did what i had to...to keep you from destroying us.....because you were never nice....not one single day of the seven months in your house,,,,i know exactly what i did when did it and the reason ......no illussions..its the horror story that haunts me still today.....,.because of all the evil i was subject to.....by you.....

i will print this and bring it to my attorney..,it shows how you think you are entitled to everything you want from me....and you through out the garbage.....you bastard

everything I did...everything I said....everything I am.....you turned it around and made it wrong or ugly,,,,that was you...,I COULDNT DO ANYTHING WITHOUT YOUR CRITISSIUM. that's THE TRUTH....AND YOU KNOW IT,,,,,U SHOULD OF NEVER ALLOWED ME TO MOVE IN.,..EVEN IF IT WAS TO ONLY PAY ALL YOUR BILLS.....BECAUSE I BECAME SO AWARE OF YOUR EVIL....THE VERY FIRST NIGHT,,,,,

I KNOW EXACTLY WHY YOU IGNORE ME,,,,,YOU DONT WANT TO HAVE TO HEAR WHAT YOU DID,,,,,I KNOW YOU DONT REMEMBER,,,,BECAUSE YOUR ANGER AND EVIL WAS SO OUT OF CONTROL...TODAY YOU IGNORE ME AND ARE FURIOUS WITH ME BECAUSE IT DIDNT WORK OUT FOR YOU,,,THAT I DIDNT PAY ALL YOUR BILLS,,,,,SO YOU THINK YOU CAN STEAL IT,,,,,,i OWE YOU NOTHING.,,IT WILL ALWAYS BE THAT WAY..,.NO MATTER WHAT YOU THINK...YOUR THOUGHTS ARE ILLUSSIONS.,...OF YOUR ENTITTEMENTS OF WHATS MINE,,,,,i HAVE MY EVIDENCE,,,MAKE SURE U BRING YOUR DOCTORS LICENSE BECAUSE YOUR DEFENSE WILL BE I WAS ILLUSSIONAL.....YOUR SICK.....AND NEED HELP......I HAVE NOTHING TO BE ASHAMED OF....NOTHING,,,,,,

im sure you blocked this site.....but it doesn't matter,,,,its more for my attorney.....,I don't want to forget anything...,every time you called the cops about 10 times,,,,,you said I was making noise I spilled a cup of coffee....,when the police came upstairs to talk to me..,.they asked for my meds,,,which I gave them they counted the pills,,,and they were all there....they asked what I was drinking... I said coffee....you called them for all your illussions,,,,I had my music loud and dancing..,,,and was ever arrested..,and that pissed you off,,,,then you used the excuse of me being a tenant to evict me,,,,i left.....niw pay me.,,,,,i know you did everything u get me ut,,,,,im out and never evere ging back to your hell house,

the police said for my own safety and my kids safety I shoud leave.....I left for that reason,,,,,i owe you nothing,

the police knew what u were doing,,,,,you were making my life a iving
hell.....and were even helping me find a place,,,,,you know nothing....about me.....judgements run your thoughts.....

the police told me to get out of your house as the eviction papers say. they were concerned if I had a pace to go....they looking around the apartment and said just make sure I don't leave garbage or things in the apt...because you signed off on any back rent.....and you just wanted me gone.....I left....now you want money from me for rent and damages,,,,you evil selfish....user...abuser and theift......I will see you evil bastard in court.,.,,

you don't know a damn thing about me,,,,,,,or the evil things you did.......u ned to get control of it,,,,,,you called the cops they neber removed me,,,,,they were concerned for me.....ass hole

I know I never knew you at all...or do I want to...I only want you to remain a stranger forever...and give me back what you have stolen from me...

tommy and rickster are gone from my life forever...I'll hold them both in my heart forever... I know ill never see either one of them again in this life....I can only hope in my next one...

you can judge me for my feeling,,,,,im just crazy,,,,and suffer with illussions,,,,I never mattered....my thoughts never mattered my feeilngs never mattered,,,,i awoken to a nightmare,,,and lost so much....I want my material things back....my money....you keep the memories you created....it will bring you much joy in life.....I know you enjoyed watching me struggle...because you never offered a hand,,,,

i would of never moved into your house if I knew how much you despised me,,,,,your lies......and and the truths,,,you showed me.....

you forever judge me for the way I acted...because you were so kind and respectful..and wanted everything to work out,,,,,Your illussions!!!

I will get my attorney today,,,,ill call everyone in dutchees county,,,,,,Ive lost enough from you....,

Everything I said..did...felt....thought.....was annoying to you...I was wrong for everything...I sat upstairs crying day after day....so afraid of what you would do next....you never even cared.....you threw me out.,,,because I was disturbing your house with my grief...... keep all those memories....and enjoy how you tore me apart.....I want only my money returned.....I never needed you,,,,I was so mistaken..,,,

my torture is over....I want my money..,I cant make myself any clearer.....why I acted the way I did...You will never admit any fault,,You believe Im crazy......The boittom line is you still owe me my money,,,,,Good luck in your future,,,,

What will it take to pay me back what u owe me.....Maybe this will work....Rick.....I deserved everything you did....ok.....you are such a kind and good guy.,,ok....I was disruptful because I suffer with illussions and are crazy...ok...you did nothing...it was all my fault...You had to get rid of me....I know I did this all myself......ok....I said it...I agree...I deserved no respect...ok,,,You were a loving supportive man....who welcomed me and my kids into your hime.,,I ruined it all...ok...anything else....I should admit to....I take full responsible for what I did..now pay me what you we me,,,I agree totally with you....you were such a charm it was all my fault,,,,,ok,,,,,now you have it....I confessed.....now give me back my money......Theres nothing to argue about anymore....I was crazy....you were right...That's what you wanted from me...,or was it just always my money.....

I dont want to forget anything,,,,Im sorry I fought you off,,,when you wanted me commited....The very first night....I should of let you done what you wanted with me.....My kids taken away and me locked up....that's what I should of let you submit me to,,,,Im sorry I cried so loud it bothered you,,,,Im sorry was deep that I hated being in that house,,,,,I should of known.....It was all my fault.

sorry o didnt pay all your bills while you verbally attacked me .....I know that's the only thing you cared about,,,,,while my heart was breaking you called the cops....I wanted to die,,,you never stopped....,

you really showed me.....what my consquences were...either I paid you all your bills listen to all your remarks do exactly as you say or you put me out like garbage...im gone.....I made my choice....now give me my money

no thank u on that life....i would rather die...and that's the truth...

the loan and bank and tools you stole has nothing to do with me.....being ullusiomal or crazy.....u stole them and I want then back....I have proof that they were taken out of your house without my consent....you stole them.....youll pay me for them...and get a criminal record.....

your email state how you took days to unload all the tools you brought to your house that were mine,,,,,but when u threw me out they were all gone....im not crazy...but your a liar and theif.....and that's the truth....I have proof asshole

you will have to fess up in court,,,,,ill get my money then...until then enjoy the feeling of getting over on me..,,those days are numbered.....because you get away with it..over my dead body,,,,,my kids and family support me on retrieving whats mine,,,,,and I know I owe you no money.,,,,..i owe you nothing...I will walk away with my head up,..because im not ashamed or illussional or a liar,,,,i know I did nothing wrong to you.

you only care about yourself...because if I ever mattered to you, you would of stopped putting me down when I asked....instead you continue to call me names and your excuse will always be that im crazy and illussional....take all your judgements and lies about me to your grave....and you will feel right at home in hell....god bless you....but I really think its to late for you...

too bad you couldn't show me the respect of stopping your name calling and put downs,,,,thats all that was needed...RESPECT....find a good attorney Rick...You don't know me.....I will be taking you to court......Because I want back all you think your entitled to of mine,,,,,,I cant live the life you offered.....and you never loved me...its over......the truths are all out....I just want my money,.

I was only crazy to think you would stop.....you don't know me at all.,,,but I know exactly what you are capable of......look at what you did to me.......what was my crime...I was hated..by u......that's all it took...for you t0 do such hurtful things to me....and you enjoyed my fears and tears when I struggled,,,,,

u believe im crazy.....because you never wanted to hear me....or if you did believe me......your judgements and evil on me will back fire on you....because I only pleaded with you to stop because I couldn't take your remarks anymore......you in turn never did,,,,,,,i did nothing but tOLERATE YOUR VERBAL ABUSE....AS BEST AS I COULD....MAYBE YOU SHOULD OF GAGGED ME SO MY CRIES DIDNT ANNOY YOU...

BECAUSE OF YOUR NARCCISIAM YOU NEVER FELT MY PAIN AND SUFFERING.....IT WAS ALL ABOUT YOU.....BECAUSE IF YOU DID MAYBE JUST MAYBE YOU WOULD OF STOPPED.....

HOW YOU MADE ME SUFFER...

THAT WASNT ENOUGH FOR ME....SO YOU STOLE MY DAUGHTERS BANK AND MY HUSBANDS TOOLS...AND STILL THAT WASNT ENOUGH.....SO YOU THREW ME OUT.;.......THATS WHAT YOU DID TO ME....AND IM TO BLAME AND TO BE ROBBED AGAIN BY YOU......THATS WHAT YU DID T ME

I WAS JUST CRAZY,,,,,,

HOW DARE YOU JUDGE ME........EVEN TODAY YOU HAVE NOTHING BUT JUDGEMENTS,,,I CARRY THE MEM

I HATE U FR THEM/

you continue believing im crazy and suffer from illussions only while I was in your house....because the alternate would be that you are wrong for doing and treating me so cruelly.....and we both know you would never admit your wrongs...because you are perfect and everyone else has issues.....

don't u ever say that u were concerned for me and hoped I got help.......We both know that you never gave a shit about me......I was only good enough to pay all your bills. because I didn't you threw me out......Don't ever say that again.....YOU NEVER FUCKINF CARED.....BECAUSE IF U DID U WOULD HAVE STOPPED

DONT TRY TO MAKE YOURSELF LOOK GOOD.....THE JUDGE WILL SEE RIGHT THROUGH IT AS I DO.....U WERE HOPING I GOT HELP.....HOW SICK YOU ARE,,,,YOU THREW ME OUT LIKE GARBAGE.....YOU ARE ILLUSSIONAL...

until u can admit your part in what transpired,,,,,there is no reason to talk at all......ill get what I want returned when I go to court,,,,you can take your lies, disrespect, denials and justifications to hell....because you and only you are responsible for what happened,,,,you know it and so do I....enjoy it....you worked so hard to give me everything you wanted in my life....

I was wronged......by you......you know it...but will never admit it.....you need to get yourself help......because you are suffering from your fantasies....wake up and be a man if possible.....I guess that's something else your unable to do....like you were unable to stop putting me down...you have no idea what you did to me because your hatred for me made you so out of control..unever deserved me...and I never deserved to be punshed by you for who I am.....get yourself help before you think about dating somene else,,,,you destroy everything in your path in your fits of anger, and you say such hurtful things and blame others...for you rages..,and believe yu are justified..yu are dangerus..because I did nothing but cry when I was iny0ur house.llllwhy???because you were hurting me.....did you care...NEVER.,,,,,Dont you blame me for your out of control behavior....Even today you are so angry;;...with what.....I know....because you didn't get all the money you wanted from me.......Get a life,,,and leave mine alone.....and return what you have stolen.....take your name calling of me and shove it so high up your ass.....all you do is lie.....I hate you......

because your anger was out of control and aimed at me....and you think you did nothing wrong....maybe you cant remember,,,,,well I do,,,,just because y0u cant remember doesnt mean it didnt happen,,,I remember everthing,,,because I wasn't illussional.....either your lying or judging me.,,,,you don't know shit,....

i know exactly why you threw me out,,,,,because I didn't give you all the money you wanted.....when I did.,,,I never got a thank you,,,,you shown no appreciation..and contined putting me down,,,,,I couldn't win.....even when I was giving you everything you wanted....your us with your disrespect and out of control anger towards me.....I decided alittle more then half the amount to run your house would be fair,,,,But not by you.....and when I didn't give you all you wanted you threw me out,,,,,
Then when I asked you to stay one more day......do you reme,ber what you said to me.I do...you hurtful piece of shit...just bevause you cant remember doesn't mean it never happen....you bettere get control over your anger.....because one day your gonna mess with someone that is bigger then you.....and youll get what you deserve.....I was never in a fantasy.....You were.....I remember the hell hole you put me in.......

now you know im right.....you wanted to disrespect me....you continue to disrespect me....your mad and angry....its over.....rick,,,,its over.....now return my money......because you don't know what your talking about.....your anger towards me will always interfere with you being civil with me.....so return me my money...before I have the transcripts of the hearing.....it will cost you more.,,,,consider that...because it was always about money with you....

we hate each other..,...now and forever.;....borrow the money from your family or roger,,,they support you,,,,tell them u wanted me out of your life so you dicided to give me back the loan...tell them any lie.....I want my ,mpney////

i know you better then you know yourself....now pay me back....because you don't remember....and tell lies to make yourself look justified....that's the truth.....i know you will never stop....and i really don't care,,,,not anymore,,,,

u can live your life the way you want.....and want want the same.....my money needs to be returned.....when i secure an attorney....it will cost you......you have no grounds to keep my money...and u will like like a greedy person who treats woman and children with no respect.....if that's what you want......its done.....you have fought me on everything.....what ever happened to you....i never knew you at all....

u won......I cant enjoy what you did to me.....u know everythimg.....upi made me suffer

you ask yourself why u couldn't be kind to me,,,,,you won,,,,,it all.....thanks for giving me the life you wanted for me......goodbye enjoy everything you stole,,,
f u c k y o u and your evil for me,,,,,,,,

God wont help me get my money returned from you....,and I cant fight the devil alone....I am turning around and walking away......congradulations on all you have stolen from me.....Goodbye there is nothing now between us,,,ITS DONE

nothing else,,,,,ever to be said...again congradulations